A late christmas wish .

Current feeling : sad and Lonely

Merry christmas everyone and happy new year 2009 in advance :)

i finally update my blog again :D nothing to do now actually hahahah


So many things happened in 2008 and wow i realise i did alot of mistakes, of course im not gonna state here right here.

everything is outta my mind and out of my control. I started to get away from computers and stick to some other stuff (not a good 1 hmm) or hanging around with my friends at night.

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anyway, lots of friends and mates from ADP are finally leaving. All the best wishes to them and i would definitely miss them like now what im doing :(

It was really a happy memory to be every of u.

All the best wishes to u guys, may ur dreams and wishes come true!


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gosh, my hometown is really boring and i couldnt find anything to do except gaming, chatting, or smoking or lepak around. Pssh , anyway i will be back to subang in a week time :D

woot.

=)

I need some motivation!!

as stated. D!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!!

"Selamat, hari raya, selamat hari raya aidilfitri!~~~"

oh yea, hari raya is just around the corner!

yeah i miss all the malay foods -_- especially chicken curry, omg , rendang daging and all tasty food hmmmmmmmmmmm!

But this year im going to stay at subang , T_T too bad , i miss the old time, went to my parents' friends house together with them, enjoyed the curry , ketupat, their kuih, omg, its like only once a year yet this year im going to miss it T___T!


Anyway, all the greets from me to every single malay here, wishing u guys happy hari raya =)


Give me the curry if u can =O

I wanna eat curry laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =O

And to all the other friends also, enjoy the break =P

Feel so bad.

uhmm... feel so bad... feel so useless

Bla dont care bout this post, im moody right here.


sigh.

Feel so useless when i cant handle the thing between 2 people.

sigh..

So close, yet so far........

So close - Jon Mclaughlin


You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive


A life goes by Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close


How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so closeTo reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

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what a nice song! *sob*

So close....yet so far......... =(

sigh..., why?

1st salary of my life =P

wooooooot received my 1st salary todayyyyyyyy.

Although its just rm 306 but i do really appreciate itttt, cuz this is the 1st time i work with my own and make my own money~!!!!!!!

What can i do with the money???

Although its less but i really enjoy it when i received xDDDD!!

What should i do with them , what should i do with them???

Hahaha

Feeling when i stand near the window...

i was standing in ADP 12th floor, after going toilet around 9pm something, coz i was doing some homeworks in ADP library.

I saw thousands of lights, yep, it was a beautiful scene, and it will always be, but what has come to mind is that, if 1 light equals to a person, there are thousands millions of lights in this world, how can i make myself the brightest 1 in this world? Okay maybe not the brightest but at least, i dont wanna be part of the "lights" here in my sight, coz they are way too normal....

When i was standing there, i saw sunway, it was the brightest among all the lights that i saw, yep, thats what i want, i dont wanna be a single light, or maybe a lamp post, that is way too tiny in such a big world...

Maybe, sunway is just a small thingy compare to other buildings or places or what so ever, but at least, its the most powerful 1, or the brightest 1 among all the light sources that i could have found in my eyes when everytime i stand near the window in ADP 11/12th floor.

How i hope, my future will be like this? i Dont wanna my life end up with just normal, just that simple, i dont wanna have a simple life.


But, will my wish come true? No one knows the answer. =)
Time will show.