Denver, CO

Current location: Denver

Laying on bed, couple of friends sleeping on the bed which were supposed to be the next room. Denver itself is great, beautiful downtown, nice bus and tram services, although i personally think the downtown could be bigger.

Anyway i love the weather here, not as cold as Bozeman is, yet not as humid and hot like LA. Its pretty cool city, i would love to stay here if i ever get a job offer here. Well obviously not living in the downtown but living outskirt of Denver is pretty okay to me. The traffic here isnt really busy like KL too.

This trip hasnt been happening at all, just like what i've predicted. Going out in a trip with a bunch of people who has no idea of what are they doing are simply stupid. Maybe i have grown through out the time, but i dont think i was that reckless or so inconsiderate back then. Think about it, i was borned in Marudi, a place where no entertainment facilities, but some people from HK are just hilarious that the longer i know them it makes me think that they are from rural area in China.

To sum it up? Simple
Responsibilities - None
Hygiene practices - Super ultra bad
Common sense - None
English - Bad

And guess what? A person like that, and he aint rich, who is he? Nobody! And he doesnt realize how is he affecting the others in trip like this. People who hangs out with person like this, I really feel sorry for you guys. Farting in the room, wearing boxer in the room while other girls are in the room, having sec in the bathroom while people are just right behind that door. Do you think you are such a big shot? I dont think so son, you really aint nothing.

Losing all the hotel cards for first 2 days, lol if someone like this works under me i would totally fire him on the spot. You can be how fuck up you want by yourself, but please dont bring it to the people around you. I mean come on, does it affect me? Of course. I was sleeping on my bed, you came back and make noises and not to mention your gf were shouting all the time. Its not the first time, and i have told you guys please keep it low cause I dont like it, but did you show that little respect? No you didn't.

My buddy Nate is currently out probably hitting Chui Chui up, but i dont care, they both look good together anyway, and they have all this responsibles taken well as well as the manner/respect a person should fucking have. I would definitely ask Nate to go for a drink right now if he wasnt out, but it was all good.

Shouldnt get sick before this trip though, or else i would be out all the time and never get myself in such a mess, i rather go to bar alone, talk to strangers and enjoy every god damn moment i have in Denver. Anyway im still gonna head to Castle Rock tomorrow and do a lil shopping, pray and hope for a better tomorrow, or in particular, a better day in this trip!

Gotta keep my finger crossed!

The complicated human relations.

Its been a while !

Currently in Powell Wyoming Northwest College, chilling in the library, wondering how could asians  be so dramatic sometimes, or how people can be so complicated afterall.

People that claim themselves hating all this dramas in life, are the one that actually create all this up. Friendship is something that can be crashed by listening to rumors, Or words made up by the other party. Is friendship this vulnerable? I dont even know

I used to believe in strong friendship, by treating others good and they will do the same, but guess what? People are giving shit in return, being unfriendly and annoyed. I dont care, but at the same time, i wonder if the way i treat my friends is completely wrong.

Dad used to told me that relationship and friendship is really weak in big city, where people be with each other just for the sake of profit and benefits that they can make out of you. I didnt believe it till now, at least not in Malaysia or Bozeman. Is it because of the people that came from a culture with lies and materialism? Or its just simply a bunch of assholes that are yrying to see the world burns down. Jealousy lies in men, but that doesnt mean you have to ruin someone's life, or particularly, friendship.

And to those who believe in the other side, is it really that easy to persuade or change your mind about a friend? Dont you ever think that you judge after listening to both side? If it is, i feel sorry for you because you will never fail to fall into more lies and wasting your time hating/making more enemies in your life which is unnecessary.

I seriously dont care of the content that you made of me, but like what i've posted on facebook before,  that revenge is like a sweetest joy next to getting pussy.
I wont do anything to you for now, in fact i wont do anything to harm you later in life too, but you dont have my respect and please never be under me one day, cause you will have to pay what you did.

Spring semester!

Spring semester! Ughhh im so in holiday mode still!

ChBE 216 Chemical processes 2

M 274 Differential Equation

BCH 380 Biochemistry

ChBE 321 Fluid Mechanics


Ohhh my gawd, these are the classes that i have to attend this semester. :S

It's been 5 months since i left MY, and Chinese new year is just around the corner. This is no doubt the first year that im not gonna spend my CNY in Malaysia.

Awwww no ang pao (red packets), no gambling (Baccarat, Blackjack, poker, and so many different ways, ohh im a gambler), no hang outs with friends, no new clothes, no reunion dinner bla bla bla, and yes, NO HOLIDAY, FML!


But i guess we are still gonna celebrate it here with other Malaysian seniors, as well as some chinese from China. It's gonna be a different CNY! :D

Oh yeah, the weather is getting warmer compare to December, hopefully it won't turn cold again ughhhh... The "warmer" on january is like -5C to 5 C , so its actually not that warm still, but compare to -20C to -28 C during december, i think i prefer January more Hahaha.

Don't fall sick before CNY guys, stay healthy and welcome 2011 with a big smile! :D

Tata,
Kiat

Happy new year 2011!

Happy belated new year 2011!

I know im kinda late for the wish.

Its finally 2011, 2010 just ended a lil bit too slow, but full with joy and disappointed things.

A person that u trust, u rely the most, can just leave you and treat u like a stranger, what else can be worse than that? Even though it was just an online relationship, and i said i'll never fall for online relationship anymore, but i guess i was wrong. Anyway, its past, and lets welcome 2011 with a big SMILE !

Another sad case that happened was on christmas eve... I swear i have no fate with christmas, 2006 i broke up with my 1st gf on christmas, and 2010 christmas eve, my beloved aunt just suicided, which i posted out in the previous post... RIP


Well of course, its not only the sad/dissapointed matters, life was also full with joy and happiness in 2010, I finally came to US on august! 3 years to go huh, guess i have to struggle hard here in US :)

Other than that, 2 months in my hometown, Marudi was awesome as well! Never been so long in my hometown ever since i left to Subang! OH yeah, i just got my car license on May,2010. Drove around everyday, brought my grandma and my aunt (Just few months before she pass away) for breakfast, fetch friends, flirt with girls :X Hahahaha, thats just one of the best memories in my life


Anyway, lets forget the sadness that happened in 2010, and leave the joy and happiness as a part of our memory!

Cheers!

Kiat

RIP Aunt Poh Geok

Rest in peace, my beloved aunt.

We respect your choice, although you choose suicidal to end your life...
Never knew your depression was so serious, and im so sorry i couldn't be there for you, i left home since 16, i only went back twice a year, and after i came to US, it seems impossible for me to back more often.

You had been so generous, to me, to all of us. I remember how u used to fetch me with ur red scooter when i was young, till i grew up, and till i got my license few months back. I only had few chances to bring u and grandma to market, to have breakfast together...

Life is short, please appreciate your life while you can
RIP again, aunt poh geok

Link:

http://www.eunited.com.my/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=40697:2010-12-26-01-00-02&catid=34:2009-10-23-07-09-25&Itemid=63

http://www.sinchew-i.com/sinchew/sarawak/index.phtml?sec=202&artid=201012241376

http://www.seehua.com/node/5621


Kiat

Its snowing!!!

Oh my god its snowing in Bozeman! My first snow ever in my life, looks fantastic right? It really looks good,but if u have to walk on that everyday, trust me, it doesn't feel so good like what u think!

Its finally winter, and a month before this semester comes to an end!

Fate

I dont believe in ghost/god or any superstitious things.

But, i do believe in fate, and i believe, this is the best birthday present i ever received, i found my very first online gf, Junne Th'ng, she disappeared after i got together with Michelle (for only 1 and half month haha..)

We talked once after she disappeared 4 years ago. Its been 4 years, sometimes i tried to look for her through friendster (that was the only way, facebook wasn't out yet), i tried to call her phone number, but too bad she changed it.

Year 2006 -
It was like fated of knowing her, it happened to be in very mysterious and we both don't know how it happened until today. A strange thing happened to our msn, appeared to be both of us had each other's contact on msn. It was there for nearly 2 months, then i started talking to her, asking her who she is. Anyway, i got my first gf (michelle) and i choose michelle over her so she dissapeared.

October 2010-

I started searching her name in facebook, i tried alot of names, Junne th'ng , Hui Hui, her old email, all didn't work. But at last, i tried Th'ng Hui Wen, it worked! i found her! AFTER 4 YEARS, and i am so glad that she accepted my friend request and we started talking to each other again haha

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Okay another person is SummerXinErR (from FWO, the online game that i used to play during my high school time). I lost contact with her after .... 5 years ago? Right after FWO changed owner to Malaysia's co.

And today, i saw her friend request in facebook, Summer Yuriko. Alot of guesses and thoughts appeared in my brain, and i left a post on her facebook wall, asking her if whether she is SummerXinErR that i knew from FWO. guess what? its a YES.

She was one of the famous player in FWO, a good friend/sister of mine in the game, very cute, very innocent, just a lil bit elder than me hahaha. Its nice to talk to u again, SummerXinErR!


Fate brings us all together, there are 600 millions people in this world, knowing every of u, its FATE, too.

Cheers,
Kiat

The weak side of me.

Lol. I'm still a human afterall!

first, i seriously think i need to motivate myself to study REAL HARD in order to survive in Uni's life and also to reach the target i set for myself!

Ain't gonna sleep tonight, quiz at 9am, lab from 10-12 (physics 2 Lab) and 3-6pm ( organic chem lab) Ouch, what a long night for a lab report, 2 pre-labs and study for the quiz.



ahhh, i've been enjoying too much recently. Alot of things happen since i came to US, but so far everything is fine, i enjoy every moment here, but sometimes, i would still have a down, moody day. How i wish i could share this to someone... Hmmm..


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oh forgot to update about the camping/fishing trip i went last weekend

Tostan Dam Camping trip.

IT WAS AWESOME, obviously camping in US is so much different from Malaysia!
We were pretty lucky enough to meet an anonymous named Andy, some arrow + bow , and a magnum 45 pistol show were AWESOME! But please, inform us next time before u pull the trigger please, Andy! :P

Had a wonderful weekend, by fishing about 15 Bull Head fish? They were just like the size of my palm >_< It was kinda obvious i had no luck with the big fishes, but nevermind, i'll get u guys one day in the future!

Last but not least, thanks my Malaysian Seniors for organizing this camping trip and of course Mr Joe Kuan for paying the food!

Tata!

Kiat

Yiruma - Kiss The Rain

12.27 am. Listening to Yiruma - Kiss the rain. a good melody that's really making me feel touched.

Still thinking about my future. I dont wanna graduate just like that and get a job, retire and wait for the death. I dont wan't this kind of life, i want a life which contains more wealth just because i believe money is ALMOST everything to me.

Classes has started for a week. Im doing okay so far, trying not to be like how i was back in Subang Jaya, Malaysia. This is not Malaysia anymore, all the things aren't the same anymore. A new environment, a new challenge, a SERIOUS life. Im not expecting too much about my result but i hope i can get more than 3.0....

Feel pretty lucky too cause i met a few Malaysian seniors here, they are really helpful and funny. They helped me on lots of stuff, especially informations, textbooks, transports, appreciate it so much.


The weather here is also another difference back to Malaysia. Its so cold at night although winter hasn't come yet. It could go lower than 5 C and u could see the vapor come out from your mouth.

Is my family living in a good shape now? My dad, my mom, i know u guys have been working for years just to send us out to study overseas. Im so regretted that i screwed up in malaysia, else i would be graduating next year... But yeah, it is already happened, what i can do now is just to get back what i've lost and missed.
Im doing my best not to let you guys down, and not to let myself down as well.

Good night.

Kiat

Howdy! Gosh my blog is dead and im bringing it back to life!

Hola guys! I was way too lazy and i found out my blogspot is still there omgggggggggggg.

Im currently in Bozeman, MT. Been here 2 weeks ago, oh my gosh the weather is killing me, it changes rapidly, its hot in the afternoon and its SO COLD in the middle of night/ morning!


I miss all my friends, all the friends back to Malaysia, back to Taylors, back to my secondary school, aww.

There are so many things i would like to share with everyone, but i have no idea, totally, too many things happen, and its kinda impossible to list it all out in a sudden.

Hahaha. I am still dreaming big and currently there's a song that sing out the voice of my heart!

"I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad, buy all of the things I never had. I wanna be the cover of, Forbes Magazine, smiling next to Oprah and the Queen. Oh everytime i close my eyes, i see my name in shining lights, A different city every night oh i i swearrrrr the world better prepare, FOR WHEN I'M A BILLIONAIRE!"

HAHAHA i bet everyone wants to be billionaire, me too but there's no free lunch in this world. U can't be a billionaire with just a blink of eye.

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classes start tomorrow. ahhh hopefully i will never skip any of 'em in US now hahahahaha!


Kiat.

A late christmas wish .

Current feeling : sad and Lonely

Merry christmas everyone and happy new year 2009 in advance :)

i finally update my blog again :D nothing to do now actually hahahah


So many things happened in 2008 and wow i realise i did alot of mistakes, of course im not gonna state here right here.

everything is outta my mind and out of my control. I started to get away from computers and stick to some other stuff (not a good 1 hmm) or hanging around with my friends at night.

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anyway, lots of friends and mates from ADP are finally leaving. All the best wishes to them and i would definitely miss them like now what im doing :(

It was really a happy memory to be every of u.

All the best wishes to u guys, may ur dreams and wishes come true!


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gosh, my hometown is really boring and i couldnt find anything to do except gaming, chatting, or smoking or lepak around. Pssh , anyway i will be back to subang in a week time :D

woot.

=)

I need some motivation!!

as stated. D!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!!

"Selamat, hari raya, selamat hari raya aidilfitri!~~~"

oh yea, hari raya is just around the corner!

yeah i miss all the malay foods -_- especially chicken curry, omg , rendang daging and all tasty food hmmmmmmmmmmm!

But this year im going to stay at subang , T_T too bad , i miss the old time, went to my parents' friends house together with them, enjoyed the curry , ketupat, their kuih, omg, its like only once a year yet this year im going to miss it T___T!


Anyway, all the greets from me to every single malay here, wishing u guys happy hari raya =)


Give me the curry if u can =O

I wanna eat curry laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =O

And to all the other friends also, enjoy the break =P

Feel so bad.

uhmm... feel so bad... feel so useless

Bla dont care bout this post, im moody right here.


sigh.

Feel so useless when i cant handle the thing between 2 people.

sigh..

So close, yet so far........

So close - Jon Mclaughlin


You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive


A life goes by Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close


How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so closeTo reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

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what a nice song! *sob*

So close....yet so far......... =(

sigh..., why?

1st salary of my life =P

wooooooot received my 1st salary todayyyyyyyy.

Although its just rm 306 but i do really appreciate itttt, cuz this is the 1st time i work with my own and make my own money~!!!!!!!

What can i do with the money???

Although its less but i really enjoy it when i received xDDDD!!

What should i do with them , what should i do with them???

Hahaha

Feeling when i stand near the window...

i was standing in ADP 12th floor, after going toilet around 9pm something, coz i was doing some homeworks in ADP library.

I saw thousands of lights, yep, it was a beautiful scene, and it will always be, but what has come to mind is that, if 1 light equals to a person, there are thousands millions of lights in this world, how can i make myself the brightest 1 in this world? Okay maybe not the brightest but at least, i dont wanna be part of the "lights" here in my sight, coz they are way too normal....

When i was standing there, i saw sunway, it was the brightest among all the lights that i saw, yep, thats what i want, i dont wanna be a single light, or maybe a lamp post, that is way too tiny in such a big world...

Maybe, sunway is just a small thingy compare to other buildings or places or what so ever, but at least, its the most powerful 1, or the brightest 1 among all the light sources that i could have found in my eyes when everytime i stand near the window in ADP 11/12th floor.

How i hope, my future will be like this? i Dont wanna my life end up with just normal, just that simple, i dont wanna have a simple life.


But, will my wish come true? No one knows the answer. =)
Time will show.

Result is OUT!

oh yeah result is out! i was so worry bout my academic result coz i scare i 'll fuck my math 172 for the freaking 3rd time, but yet PHEW thanks to Ms. Theresa Chiew , she pass me with C+, although it isnt that good but..

I know i did freaking bad for my final, yet thanks to her i still PASS oh yeah!!!



Anyway its make me angry too coz my Physics and Microeconomics only get B+, both B+ , damn i thought i can get A!!! >_<


Anyway, phew thank god finally i get better result this time....

Thanks to everyone that help me, even though its just a simple 1 =)
Thanks and i really appreciate it.

Hope everyone get their result with flying colors as well!

First time working in 18 years.

Yeah as topic, this is my 1st time working in my 18 years life!~

Working in Autosurf Computer Sdn Bhd, in shortform its a Cybercafe! LOL

Dont think that im working in cc then i can enjoy it so much , okay? I work as part time here for 2 weeks since i have my 2 weeks holiday after the final exam.

So, yeah i work as a part timer, my job is to clean the glass door, throw the trash when the rubbish bin is full, arrange the mouse, keyboard, turn off the volume whenever customers leave, thats it~

Sounds easy, but yeah it isnt hard tho, i can sit whenever there's nothing to do, talk to cashier, anyway sometimes its kinda bored too coz cashier doesnt seems to be friendly (There are few cashiers, different shift)


I have 2 shifts , 1 is from 12 pm - 7pm , another 1 is from 7pm -3am , different days different shifts, everyday with a free 1.5l of mineral water, i have a staff account which is FREE, that i can use at anytime when im not on shift. Even after this 2 weeks , i have another member account which provides me 50% discount for using pc in that cc.

Oh yeah talk bout salary, 1 hour pay is Rm 4.5, which is not so bad for me, the only thing is its kinda far from my living area, so kinda worry when i work at night, coz i gotta walk home!~

Okay thats it for me , hope every1 enjoy their holiday as well too!

Tata.

Final exam for 4th semester in ADP!

Final exam is coming!!!

2 more hours!!!

And damn it the subject that im taking is the 1st ONE!!! DAMNNNN

Somemore i have econ test 1 hour after i finish my physic test -_-!!!!!!

Its from 8-10 , 11-1 !!! wth??

And i havent sleep since last night becoz of that freaking physics -_-"

Oh please, hope i can do well in all the subjects >_< PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE!!

Feel sleepy, but have to stay awake for another 7 hours! Blah, im used to it for playing around but not writing some creepy theories and calculate with the damn formulas when im sleepy >_<

Gosh i havent finish revising my econ yet and i dont know what the hel should i do now, i cant get anything right now =Q=



anyway, all the best to ADP-ians , hope every1 get A + ! =)