RIP Aunt Poh Geok

Rest in peace, my beloved aunt.

We respect your choice, although you choose suicidal to end your life...
Never knew your depression was so serious, and im so sorry i couldn't be there for you, i left home since 16, i only went back twice a year, and after i came to US, it seems impossible for me to back more often.

You had been so generous, to me, to all of us. I remember how u used to fetch me with ur red scooter when i was young, till i grew up, and till i got my license few months back. I only had few chances to bring u and grandma to market, to have breakfast together...

Life is short, please appreciate your life while you can
RIP again, aunt poh geok

Link:

http://www.eunited.com.my/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=40697:2010-12-26-01-00-02&catid=34:2009-10-23-07-09-25&Itemid=63

http://www.sinchew-i.com/sinchew/sarawak/index.phtml?sec=202&artid=201012241376

http://www.seehua.com/node/5621


Kiat

Its snowing!!!

Oh my god its snowing in Bozeman! My first snow ever in my life, looks fantastic right? It really looks good,but if u have to walk on that everyday, trust me, it doesn't feel so good like what u think!

Its finally winter, and a month before this semester comes to an end!

Fate

I dont believe in ghost/god or any superstitious things.

But, i do believe in fate, and i believe, this is the best birthday present i ever received, i found my very first online gf, Junne Th'ng, she disappeared after i got together with Michelle (for only 1 and half month haha..)

We talked once after she disappeared 4 years ago. Its been 4 years, sometimes i tried to look for her through friendster (that was the only way, facebook wasn't out yet), i tried to call her phone number, but too bad she changed it.

Year 2006 -
It was like fated of knowing her, it happened to be in very mysterious and we both don't know how it happened until today. A strange thing happened to our msn, appeared to be both of us had each other's contact on msn. It was there for nearly 2 months, then i started talking to her, asking her who she is. Anyway, i got my first gf (michelle) and i choose michelle over her so she dissapeared.

October 2010-

I started searching her name in facebook, i tried alot of names, Junne th'ng , Hui Hui, her old email, all didn't work. But at last, i tried Th'ng Hui Wen, it worked! i found her! AFTER 4 YEARS, and i am so glad that she accepted my friend request and we started talking to each other again haha

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Okay another person is SummerXinErR (from FWO, the online game that i used to play during my high school time). I lost contact with her after .... 5 years ago? Right after FWO changed owner to Malaysia's co.

And today, i saw her friend request in facebook, Summer Yuriko. Alot of guesses and thoughts appeared in my brain, and i left a post on her facebook wall, asking her if whether she is SummerXinErR that i knew from FWO. guess what? its a YES.

She was one of the famous player in FWO, a good friend/sister of mine in the game, very cute, very innocent, just a lil bit elder than me hahaha. Its nice to talk to u again, SummerXinErR!


Fate brings us all together, there are 600 millions people in this world, knowing every of u, its FATE, too.

Cheers,
Kiat

The weak side of me.

Lol. I'm still a human afterall!

first, i seriously think i need to motivate myself to study REAL HARD in order to survive in Uni's life and also to reach the target i set for myself!

Ain't gonna sleep tonight, quiz at 9am, lab from 10-12 (physics 2 Lab) and 3-6pm ( organic chem lab) Ouch, what a long night for a lab report, 2 pre-labs and study for the quiz.



ahhh, i've been enjoying too much recently. Alot of things happen since i came to US, but so far everything is fine, i enjoy every moment here, but sometimes, i would still have a down, moody day. How i wish i could share this to someone... Hmmm..


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oh forgot to update about the camping/fishing trip i went last weekend

Tostan Dam Camping trip.

IT WAS AWESOME, obviously camping in US is so much different from Malaysia!
We were pretty lucky enough to meet an anonymous named Andy, some arrow + bow , and a magnum 45 pistol show were AWESOME! But please, inform us next time before u pull the trigger please, Andy! :P

Had a wonderful weekend, by fishing about 15 Bull Head fish? They were just like the size of my palm >_< It was kinda obvious i had no luck with the big fishes, but nevermind, i'll get u guys one day in the future!

Last but not least, thanks my Malaysian Seniors for organizing this camping trip and of course Mr Joe Kuan for paying the food!

Tata!

Kiat

Yiruma - Kiss The Rain

12.27 am. Listening to Yiruma - Kiss the rain. a good melody that's really making me feel touched.

Still thinking about my future. I dont wanna graduate just like that and get a job, retire and wait for the death. I dont wan't this kind of life, i want a life which contains more wealth just because i believe money is ALMOST everything to me.

Classes has started for a week. Im doing okay so far, trying not to be like how i was back in Subang Jaya, Malaysia. This is not Malaysia anymore, all the things aren't the same anymore. A new environment, a new challenge, a SERIOUS life. Im not expecting too much about my result but i hope i can get more than 3.0....

Feel pretty lucky too cause i met a few Malaysian seniors here, they are really helpful and funny. They helped me on lots of stuff, especially informations, textbooks, transports, appreciate it so much.


The weather here is also another difference back to Malaysia. Its so cold at night although winter hasn't come yet. It could go lower than 5 C and u could see the vapor come out from your mouth.

Is my family living in a good shape now? My dad, my mom, i know u guys have been working for years just to send us out to study overseas. Im so regretted that i screwed up in malaysia, else i would be graduating next year... But yeah, it is already happened, what i can do now is just to get back what i've lost and missed.
Im doing my best not to let you guys down, and not to let myself down as well.

Good night.

Kiat

Howdy! Gosh my blog is dead and im bringing it back to life!

Hola guys! I was way too lazy and i found out my blogspot is still there omgggggggggggg.

Im currently in Bozeman, MT. Been here 2 weeks ago, oh my gosh the weather is killing me, it changes rapidly, its hot in the afternoon and its SO COLD in the middle of night/ morning!


I miss all my friends, all the friends back to Malaysia, back to Taylors, back to my secondary school, aww.

There are so many things i would like to share with everyone, but i have no idea, totally, too many things happen, and its kinda impossible to list it all out in a sudden.

Hahaha. I am still dreaming big and currently there's a song that sing out the voice of my heart!

"I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad, buy all of the things I never had. I wanna be the cover of, Forbes Magazine, smiling next to Oprah and the Queen. Oh everytime i close my eyes, i see my name in shining lights, A different city every night oh i i swearrrrr the world better prepare, FOR WHEN I'M A BILLIONAIRE!"

HAHAHA i bet everyone wants to be billionaire, me too but there's no free lunch in this world. U can't be a billionaire with just a blink of eye.

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classes start tomorrow. ahhh hopefully i will never skip any of 'em in US now hahahahaha!


Kiat.